the way I'm feeling

The way I'm feeling right now makes me want to think about how I felt as a young child. There was so much order to the world then. Everything made sense. But as I aged things began to make less sense. Theore I learned the less sense the whole thing seemed. 

It's odd really. You would think the world would become more ordered as you gain more experience. But with experience comes learning and understanding about society. Sure, you mom maybe taught you about kindness by the interactions with people in your community. But as you grow older you learn through school and modern media about the wider world. 

As a child .....